Sunday, December 18, 2011

Higher Education Holiday Party

Last night marked our Higher Education (and guests) end of the semester holiday celebration! Some of us are still finishing up papers, but others of us are leaving town soon, so we headed up to Mary's house at Rosemont College, where she has her assistantship and celebrated in style! People were encouraged to wear the most ridiculously hokey Winter apparel they had (I don't have any Winter apparel!). In these photos, you will see some strange snowflaked sweaters. Do not be alarmed. We also had a "December Gift Exchange" game where the limit was $10 and we were encouraged to bring silly gifts. One person brought a signed picture of herself; another brought Now 3; and I think there were some stick on fake mustaches (confirmed in photos below!). I have posted photos below so you too can enjoy our holiday celebration!


The cohort collaborated on egg nog!


Ebelio brought chicken!
Jenna decided to take things up a notch by passing the h'ourdeurves.
She figured if she started passing them out, it counted!
The cohort Santa and cruz director, Kurt making his list!
Michelle was thrilled to receive
"Now! That's What I call Music 3."
Too bad Lindsey stole it later! What an All Star!
Liz K received silly straw. I am not sure what that is.
Liz received a signed picture of someone else in the cohort as her gift!
Hilarious! She kept!





My husband, Michael and me! This could
easily be our holiday card, right?
Ryan and me in front of the tree!
Here's me opening a present. I received bacon flavored candy canes! KEEP!
During the "December gift exchange" game, Chris received an Edward
New Moon bookmark he was not sure he wanted to keep!
He ended up stealing the gift card for frozen yogurt!
We had time to get silly!
Group picture toward the end of the night! Happy holidays from our cohort (family) to yours!
A bunch of people had left to work on papers by the time we got this photo!
Yes, some people are not done yet. One more week!

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Thinking Ahead, Feeling Behind


Last week, I stepped in wet concrete-really wet concrete. I sank in quickly and embraced the feeling of being in quicksand before quickly removing my foot from the freshly poured cement mix. Right away, I was really embarrassed. How had I let that happen? I had been walking down Chestnut street with a friend from the cohort and feeling pretty good about life. I was looking up, smiling, chatting and all of the sudden -boom! I was ankle deep in new sidewalk.

The experience was emblematic of what is going on in my life right now. I could tell you all about the classes  I am interested in taking next semester and how excited I am about specific  assignments, but I am distracted when it comes to my finals that are going on right now. I am interested in Psychology of African Americans, Enrollment Management in Higher Education, Public Policy & Higher Education, Education & Social Entrepreneurship, Professional Development, Non-Profit Leadership ( a weekend class at Penn's Fels School of Government) and the Negotiations course at Wharton (Penn's business school, next door). There are also a bunch of interesting classes at GSE I could take.

I have already talked to Dr. Joni Finney -the professor for Public Policy and Higher Education- about writing a paper with another member of my cohort on regulation possibilities for the for-profit education sector. It is difficult to regulate the for-profit education sector without intruding on not-for-profit education in unwelcome ways. For example, there was a recent controversy over the definition of a credit hour. Over break, I will be reading a lot about this so that I can come prepared next semester to write from an informed perspective on the subject.

I am so ready for next semester that I am leaving myself and my present behind! Thinking about these courses and research areas has me so excited that I am not thinking about finals. I have five papers, a presentation, a video and an exam. I have finished the video, the presentation, three of the papers and the exam. I only have two papers for governance left: our 20-pager and a rewrite of an earlier policy memo! The 20 pager is due tomorrow and I only have 10 - 14 pages so far and I don't know how much of it I will actually use. I am writing on the role of community college presidents in creating new revenue streams for their institutions. How do they go about doing this? What does community college development look like? How do presidents build relationships with donors? How do they expand contract education? And, through all of the revenue stream creation, how do they message to the campus and community? Don't tell Matt Hartley I'm not done yet -okay! My topic is interesting, but it has been very time consuming finding literature on community college fund raising. If you need a research are, that could be it for you.


Moving through finals has felt like such a blur! I am officially done with all of my classes but one and it just feels sort of numb. By Friday, probably around noon, I will have officially completed the first semester of my Higher Education Master's degree! It feels unreal. I am thinking ahead and feeling behind!

Last week, I really did step in wet concrete -but, at least I had on a good pair of boots! The concrete rinsed off with relative ease and I was right back on track. Hopefully, I can shake whatever is keeping me distracted so that I can finish that governance paper tonight after work and class! If I don't blog over break, I will see you next semester! Happy holidays!

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Washington D.C. and The Web Chat!

This past weekend was fabulous!

The trip to D.C. and the interviews with Diane Jones and Barmack Nassirian were extremely informative. Both conversations reinvigorated the proprietary education debate I have with myself all the time. Barmack (who is against the practices I have discussed before) suggested that for-profit education is not bad because it is for-profit, but because the profit motive is so strong and accreditation the way it stands does little to mitigate the effects of profit seeking, which has led to massive fraud in the industry. He thinks there should be separate paths to accreditation for technically oriented institutions than for traditional higher education - though that could be politically difficult and play out in any number of different ways -and that accreditation should have more robust quality accountability mechanisms. I agree with that view point generally, but I need to do some research on accreditation. -- I don't have time right now, but I will look into it over the Winter break. Barmack also had an interesting take on the value of completion, which I can talk about more next week!

The American Association of Collegiate Registrars is holding their annual conference in Philadelphia next April and I have volunteered to be a session facilitator! It should be fun!

As far as school work overall, I am feeling a bit overwhelmed. All of the final papers, presentations and exams will be held in the next week or so and I have had some trouble balancing it all. In undergrad, I only had three classes at a time (thought I did have two jobs), and it was a bit easier to mange my time.For the last week and for the next week, I am putting in 14 hour days to make it all happen! It has to get done somehow, right?

Also ---We are having the last web chat of the semester tomorrow, 12/8  from 8-9 pm. Please join us to chat with current students!

Monday, November 28, 2011

I Ride the MegaBus





On December 1st, right after Matt Hartley's governance class (which is going to be an elaborate role play that day), I will hop on the MegaBus to Washington D.C. to interview two people for my group's short film on for-profit education. We will be interviewing Barmack Nassirian, the Associate Executive Director of External Relations for the American Association of Collegiate Registrars and Admissions Officers and Diane Jones, Vice President of External and Regulatory Affairs for Career Education Corporation (the holding company for a number of for-profit institutions). Both are very active in terms of speaking out on for-profit education. Diane is for it, Barmack is against it! It is going to be interesting to have the interviews back-to-back with these two very different people. 
 
While on the Megabus, I will probably work on my governance paper for Matt Hartley's class. Because I have always been fascinated by how community college administrators are expected to do so much with so little, I am writing on the purpose of the community college from the president's perspective. How does the president understand and manage the external pressures on the institution and how does that process help articulate the purpose of the community college?

Wednesday, November 30th, the day before I ride the MegaBus to D.C., I will be walking over to the Art Institute of Philadelphia after Marybeth Gasman's History of higher Education class to interview one of the instructors there. I am interested to learn about her perspectives on for-profit education. I hope to create the kind of environment where she can speak freely, because I am genuinely interested, but also because I want our documentary to be very good!

Each day, I get a little closer to that bus (Two days to go)! With every assignment, every course reading and every day that passes by, it gets nearer to the time that I will ride the MegaBus.

On Thursday, December 8th from 8 - 9 pm (EDT), a few days after I have ridden the Megabus, Penn GSE Admissions & Financial Aid will be holding another web chat! This will be our last web chat of the semester and a wonderful way to get to ask questions to some of our current students and Emily Schrag, our Assistant Director of Admissions & Financial Aid! Register for the web chat  here.



Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Book Review Creating The College Man: American Mass Magazines and Middle Class Manhood, 1890-1915


Many historians perceive the increase in demand for college education amongst white middle class males in the 1920s as happening suddenly and without discernible cause (Clark, 2010). A college education, something that was thought to inhibit masculinity and be a hindrance to business success in the late nineteenth century, suddenly became highly sought after and connected to success in the twentieth century. By then, American cultural expectations had changed, but how did it happen? Daniel A. Clark sets out to determine what exactly caused the sudden college enrollment boom in his book, Creating The College Man: American Mass Magazines and Middle Class Manhood, 1890-1915. Clark finds that changing notions of white middle class masculinity moving into the twentieth century spurred greater interest in postsecondary educational attainment. In his words, “when the businessman who had long rejected the necessity of any formal education (who had even prided himself on his lack of education) accepted college as a rung on the ladder of success, something clearly had changed” (Clark, 2010, p. 5).
Creating the College Man traces the confluence of growing American middle class male anxiety in an unprecedented national forum, through four popular magazines whose readership was largely white, male and middle class. In an effort to understand how college became a viable path to middle class manhood for white protestant men, Clark scoured articles in Munsey’s, Cosmopolitan, The Saturday Evening Post and Collier’s published between 1890 – 1915 and tracked the subtle, gradual changes in representations of college educated males. Clark argues that imagined notions of masculinity -ones that existed only within the pages of these periodicals- were just as significant and perhaps more significant than the realities of white middle class masculinity at the turn of the century.
Clark calibrates his analysis to several historical themes of the turn of the century: industrialization, urbanization, changing immigration patterns and corporatization. He appropriately acknowledges that increased college enrollments were not necessarily or directly influenced by the pages of magazines alone, but rather by the larger cultural changes happening that are captured in the pages of popular magazines aimed at the middle class. These cultural changes allowed the concept of the self-made man, wildly popular in the stories published in these periodicals, to become compatible with a college education.
Clark is attentive throughout to the ways in which white native-born male protestant masculinity was framed in stark, fearful opposition to the identities of immigrants, non-protestants, working-class men and all women in order to exclude these groups from participation in the American middle class and establish postsecondary education as a vehicle for the perpetuation of white native-born American middle-class masculinity. He includes lengthy discussions of the idea that sending women to college was perceived as race suicide and of the ways in which white middle class men’s path to embracing college education as necessary had to do with highly racialized variations of Social Darwinist theory. Clark makes a compelling argument that the rising popularity of white college athletics in the pages of these publications was, in part, an effort to reinvigorate troubled white Anglo-Saxan masculinity. Interestingly, Clark does not consider sexual orientation.
Daniel Clark uses a unique, practical approach to history that knows no disciplinary bounds. His analysis draws from history, philosophy, education, critical theory, media studies, sociology and psychology. Clark does not acknowledge the historiography that informed his work, though it is clear that at least one work has done so. Creating The Modern Man: American Magazines and Consumer Culture, 1900-1950 by Tom Pendergast, written ten years prior, posits many of the same arguments. In terms of chronology, however, Pendergast essentially begins his analysis where Clark ends his. According to Pendergast, the stories contained in magazines like Munsey’s and The Saturday Evening Post, magazines that Clark also uses in his analysis, “contain the traces of changing cultural notions of masculinity and the anxiety men felt about their changing role in culture, yet they also serve to reinforce and conserve late-nineteenth century notions of manhood . . .” (Pendergast, 2005, p. 43). With notions like this, Pendergast and Clark identify how magazines guided men through new webs of economic relations as America moved from an old, Victorian cultural orientation to embrace a new, emerging corporate sensibility. Clark takes the analysis a step further by investigating how this altered the place and perception of college education.
The specificity of Clark’s work differentiates it from more general works, such as Brutes in Suits by John Pettegrew and National Manhood: Capitalist Citizenship and the Imagined Fraternity of White Men by Dana D. Nelson. Both of those works cover broader historical periods and trace out the development of new white masculinities for the twentieth century using literature and scholarship from the time as well as economic and cultural developments.
Daniel Clark’s Creating the College Man is a welcome supplement to the literature on historical conceptions of masculinity in higher education. Many other works describe masculinity within Greek organizations, such as The Company He Keeps: A History of White College Fraternities by Nicholas L. Syrett and The Lost Boys of Zeta Psi: A Historical Archaeology of Masculinity at a University Fraternity by Laura Wilkie. Others focus on cultural formulations of masculinity within the broader student body, such as Paul R. Deslandes’ Oxbridge Men: British Masculinity and the Undergraduate Experience, 1850-1920 and Robert F. Pace’s Halls of Honor: College Men in the Old South. Clark adds the unique perspective of privileged onlookers to capture the thoughts of men who were not in college to reach the answers to bigger questions: did the status of those with a college education change over this period and did it affect commercial success? What Clark’s approach reveals is that the answer to these questions changed over time. What was in the late-nineteenth century seen as frivolous and perhaps even detrimental suddenly became connected to prevailing notions of white middle class male success. All of the works focus on notions of white middle or upper-middle class manhood and do a relatively good job or better at acknowledging how vital exclusionary notions of masculinity were at propping up white masculinity; all of the aforementioned authors include this discussion in their analysis.
Creating the College Man is less concerned with the factual elements of any lived college experience and more concerned with the realm of ideas and understandings about what a college education might signify and entail for people not actually enrolled in college. How was a college education perceived in white male middle class social circles? Clark’s history is eloquent, abstract, original and at times, repetitive. At certain points, this hurt the readability of the book. His attempt to organize the chapters thematically is convoluted. The content over several chapters overlaps too much and the overall arc becomes somewhat muddled. His arguments are strong, interesting and relevant, but difficult to disentangle. Creating the Modern Man makes a lot of the same arguments in a much more concise and direct manner.
If revised for clarity, this work could secure a central place in higher education historiography because of its one of a kind approach to white middle class manhood in one of the most transformative periods of American higher education history. Clark’s enthusiastic and insightful book does ultimately deliver upon his promise to “illuminate the origins of the place of college education in modern American life” (Clark, 2010, p. 184).



Reference List
Clark, D. A. (2010) Creating the college man: American mass magazines and middle class manhood, 1890-1915. Madison: TheUniversity of Wisconsin Press.

Deslandes, P.R. (2005). Oxbridge men: British masculinity and the undergraduate experience, 1850-1920. Bloomington & Indianapolis: University of Indiana Press.

Nelson, D. D. (1998). National manhood: Capitalist citizenship and the imagined fraternity of white men. Durham: Duke University Press.

Pace. R.F. (2004). Halls of honor: College men in the old south. Baton Rouge: Louisiana State University Press.

Pendergast, T. (2000). Creating the modern man: American magazines and consumer culture, 1900-1950. Columbia: The University of Missouri Press.

Pettegrw, J. (2007). Brutes in suits: Male sensibility in America, 1890-1920. Baltimore: The Johns Hopkins Press.

Syrett,N. (2011). The company he keeps: A History of white college fraternities. Chapel Hill: The University of North Carolina Press.

Wilkie, L.A. (2010). The lost boys of Zeta Psi: A historical archaeology of masculinity at a university fraternity. Berkeley: The University of California Press.

Friday, November 18, 2011

How About You?

In the past couple weeks, there have been so many events, both here on campus and online. I have had the chance to meet and connect with some of you through the web chats and information sessions, but I had not really considered what you are going through right until just now.

This time for me last year was difficult. I was an undergraduate at the University of California, Santa Cruz with two jobs and a wedding to plan. Filling out graduate applications with all of the writing and rewriting of personal statements was tiring. It was the bane of my existence. I just wanted the applications to magically be complete so I could continue doing what I love most. I am almost one-hundred percent sure that I submitted a few of my applications at once-at 4:37 in the morning from my laptop while laying on my living room floor after pulling an all-nighter to complete them! I empathize strongly with you who are working on those applications right now.

There is something else on my mind: it is time to make this blog a little bit more interactive! to start, here is what I would like to do. I would like to know a little bit about you! How you are doing? What would you would like to see in my blog? Please leave comments in the comments section and I will respond.I may even post about one of your suggested topics!

I have the infamous Friday song stuck in my head. It is not ok.

Also, I wanted to share the birthday card my husband bought me.
Yea. I'm 22.

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Information Session

It was amazing seeing so many of you at the information session yesterday.

If you didn't get a chance to come and will be in the New York City area on Tuesday, you can attend the New York Information Session at the Penn Club Room, 30 West 44th Street, New York, NY 10036 from 7-9 pm. Register here. The Assistant Dean, Director of Admissions and alumni will be there to talk to you about our university, programs and Philadelphia!

If you won't be in the New York area, check out where else we will be here or join us for a web chat on November 17th, from 8-9pm (EST). Register here.


Wednesday, November 9, 2011

The Most Busiest Time of the Year

Alright! I know it isn't correct grammar to say, "the most busiest time of the year," but hey, I said it. Also, I can't get the opening quotation mark to face the right way on this darn blogger, so don't hold it against me.

Yesterday, I gave a presentation in Higher Education Finance on designing higher education finance policy at the state level and capacity issues in higher education. I was SO nervous, but it actually went really well. Then, we got our midterms back and I did so much better than I had expected. Some friends from the cohort and I grabbed a beer at the Tap House after class. We talked about Higher Ed. while we were there! Even fun is business here. Or maybe, that's just me. I've been known to be an all business all the time --or at least most of the time-- kind of girl.

Okay. It's official! I'm swamped! Though I knew this was coming, I underestimated just how busy I would be. I am currently working on:

a policy memo for my Faculty and Academic Governance course
a longer final paper on community college presidents for the same course
a short documentary on for-profit colleges and universities for my Contemporary Issues course
a paper to go with that documentary
a group project in professional development
a short book review on Creating the College Man, 1890-1915 by Daniel Clark for history

and there is a lot going on in admissions right now too!
Lindsey is planning our On Campus Information Session for this Saturday, November 12th!
I am working on our General Information Web Chat for November 17th!
and we are both planning campus visits!

This Friday, our cohort is going in style to the Graduate And Professional Student Assembly's Black and White Formal at the Ritz! We will start at the home of  one of our cohort members and go form there! It is going to be amazing!

I am pretty sure that with all this going on I am going to forget that it is my birthday on Tuesday! Honestly, I do not think I will have time to celebrate it, which is very unusual for me. I LOVE birthdays! One of the cohort members, Doug, has a birthday near Thanksgiving and has offered to do a dual celebration with me later, so I am going to look into doing that.

There has been so much going on that there is hardly time to reflect. Good thing I have this blog!

Friday, November 4, 2011

Guest Post, Dalyn Montgomery

On one of my first days as a graduate assistant to the director of communications at GSE, I sat in on a meeting with a Philadelphia marketing firm that had just completed a study on what our school is both good and bad at doing.

Turns out we are mostly bad at letting the public know what we are good at; which is a lot of things. What we are mostly good at is creating a "supportive environment fostering teamwork." Their words, not mine. They were supposed to be an objective third party, which is why we hired them, but then the fact that we HIRED them makes me skeptical.

I like the word skeptical. Its like optical and spectacle mixed together, but doesn't mean any of that, and the fact that I would make such a relation would make one skeptical of my ability to think critically and logically. Which would make you skeptical which is why I like the word.

We are half way through the semester, by now we know each other, we are in the thick of it, and opinions are likely formed. That meeting with the marketeers seams long ago and by the GSE master's program schedule it is. At this point we have had submitted papers returned with grades with varying degrees of success, which is normally when nerves get worked and supportive environments that foster teamwork get tested.
Funny thing about that. If anyone was upset it either didn't show or I'm just that far out of the grapevine, either is possible, but what I did see were classmates asking each other for help. stranger still was that I saw classmates give help when asked.
Perhaps being grad school we are all a little more mature. Not likely. Perhaps being ivy we are all just inherently great people; maybe but I don't think there is a causation happening there. Perhaps GSE is good at selecting the type of student, or shaping the ones they select, in a way that helps us realize that while this may be a competitive world, our classmates aren't really our competition.

Those independent third party folks can go ahead and cash that check now.

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

For Profit Colleges & Universities

Here is the issue: I am against for-profit colleges. Part of me wants to dedicate a significant amount of attention to shutting them down in my lifetime, while the other part knows they are not all bad. In general, the schools have low graduation rates. They prey on people who can secure financial aid, which means that they have a very high percentage of low-income students taking on lots of debt. I learned recently that for-profits aggressively recruit veterans and their military tuition assistance (read about that here). They do not usually put resources into ensuring quality content delivery, nor do they pay any attention to retention or outcomes unless they are forced to by a new law. But, there are exceptions.

Some for-profit universities do not operate this way so it does not make sense to apply blanket legislation or regulations to the whole industry. Some for-profit institutions provide high quality education in flexible formats to non-traditional college students. The educational models and theories that allow for that are valuable. If postsecondary institutions could use those models with some kind of accountability, it would be fine.  

How do we even begin to implement mechanisms for measuring accountability? Not-for-profit institutions, particularly private schools who have become accustomed to a relatively high degree of political autonomy,  have resisted some of the major legislative pushes toward accountability, such as graduation rate requirements. Some non-profit institutions would be in trouble if graduation rates determined whether an institution can or should exists. This business of trying to untangle nuance in arguments about the validity of for-profit institutions quickly becomes very tricky.

In one of my classes, Contemporary Issues in Higher Education, I am working on a short documentary about the for-profit education sector in Pennsylvania and New Jersey. The biggest challenge for me is going to be staying objective in light of my opinions on for-profit higher education.
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 I wanted to include this post I read on an anonymous online forum just to give you some background on the kinds of practices that I disagree with. DISCLAIMER: this person is very upset and their language usage reflects that.
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I work for a for-profit education company. There are a few things I have to get off my chest. . . .  the industry is a complete joke and I'm sickened by what we do .  .  .  First, we accept anybody. A student is merely a conduit in which student loan money flows from the federal government, to us. We could give two sh**s if we think a student will succeed. A student is a revenue unit (and is referred to as such). We'd let everybody in if we could. Unfortunately for us, we can't.

Why? Well, the federal government only allows us to generate 90% of our revenue from their loans. Last I checked, we're at 89.something. We are "private, for-profit" and nearly 100% government subsidized through their loan program. Think about that. Almost 90% of our revenue comes directly from the government and we can keep as much profit out of that as we want with zero obligation. Oh, there’s this thing called gainful employment floating around that’s a feeble attempt to regulate us, but everybody’s pretty sure most of the regulations will be stripped away or watered down to the point of uselessness.
While we’re on the subject of loans, let’s talk about how our students get them. In short, we handle everything. All we need is their name and their consent. We process all the paperwork on their behalf. It's probably our most important function. It's how we stay in business.

Here’s a fun tidbit: We encourage students to take out the maximum loan amount allowed even though they don't need it all to cover their tuition. Why? Because it’s "free money" for the student, that’s why. Let’s just say we charge $25,000 a semester (we actually charge more if you can believe it) and when we talk to the student we'll advise them to take out $30,000 so the student can use the extra $5000 towards whatever they want; perhaps a computer for their online courses or a car to commute to our brick and mortar facility, whatever. We also point out that they don't have to pay this loan back for, like, years so who gives a s***? By that time they’ll have landed a sweet job because of the awesome education their going to get from us.

This might be a really good time to mention our one rule when hiring: If a candidate submits a resume and lists an online for-profit education school as their education (ours included), it is immediately thrown out. Let's just say we know our product.
Our product. My god. I've seen the courses we offer online and they're beyond a joke. I wish I could be more specific, but I'd probably give myself away. I've seen passing grades given for essays that wouldn't have gotten past my 6th grade english teacher. I s*** you not. Don't get me started on the technical degrees.

If all that isn't bad enough, here's the best scam we pull. As a “benefit to our students”, we've established a "Foundation”. We solicit donations for the foundation that go towards student tuition in the form of "scholarships". This is akin to a company like Best Buy taking donations for a self-administered Best Buy Foundation and then giving that money to Best Buy customers and forcing them to use it at Best Buy. We use scholarships as a means to launder our foundation money to our bottom line. The scholarships we hand out usually go to the students who we think we can squeeze a little more out of, probably because they've hit their maximum lifetime limit of how much they can receive in government financial aid. Our scholarships make up the difference so we can get whatever government cash they're still entitled to.

Friday, October 21, 2011

The Throwing of the Toast

So, tomorrow I am going to the home football game against Yale. Kurt, the self-proclaimed cruise director of our cohort and the graduate assistant at Penn's Executive Doctorate in Higher Education Program, organized this event so that people in the Higher Education Master's Program could meet the exec. doc folks. I am really excited to go to the game tomorrow for a few reasons.

  • A) I am a little stressed and will jump on any chance to not do work/school stuff right now even though I should
  • B) my undergraduate institution did not have a football team so this is the first time I will be at a college football game for a school I actually go to (or a college football game at all for that matter). 
  • C) The undergraduate work study person in Admissions and Emily, also from Admissions, told me that there is a tradition of throwing actual pieces of toast on the football game after the third quarter is over in response to lyrics to a sports song and the fact that the stadium banned alcohol in the 1970's.
  • D) I am very excited to meet the people from exec. doc. and maybe learn a little bit about their career trajectories.
Well, I have my one and only midterm on Tuesday and need to get to this Higher Education Finance studying! I will leave you with a video of the 'throwing of the toast'. 



P.S. The look on Lindsey's face when she learned about the throwing of the toast was priceless!
AND I spend far too much time at Admissions! : )

Friday, October 14, 2011

If This Were Just About Getting A Job

I had a revelation yesterday when meeting with my advisor, Pamela Felder. We were talking about which courses I would be taking next semester and somehow we got on the topic of jobs (Pamela is also the professional Development teacher, so you see how this could easily happen). We discussed how in this one year program, it is difficult for some students not to be overly focused on the practical: how to network, how to get a  job. For me, though I know the whole job search process looms over all our futures, things have never been that way. Pamela and I started discussing this and in our conversation, I just stopped at one point and said, ""if this were just about a job, I wouldn't need a master's degree." The job application process does not worry me. I know that after this I can get a job. Even before this I could. Admissions, the area I am most interested in, does not require a master's degree. I have experience too. I could have walked out of my undergraduate degree and into a decent job working as an admissions counselor. Allotting this time to learning and growing as a professional is not about the difference between having a job or not, it is about having the job I want.

Dr. Felder agreed. This whole process is about gaining a knowledge base around higher education. Learning about governance, access, higher education finance, college choice and campus culture helps me to understand my career path. What kind of institution will I work for? Will it be a small, selective private school or a large state school? Studying here and going on a visit to the Community College of Philadelphia has even opened my eyes to the possibility of working in the community college setting. Where will it be? What exactly do I feel comfortable doing and what are the areas in which I stand to gain competency? These are the kinds of questions that I think about rather than whether or not I will find work at all.

It is my belief that people thrive in situations in which they were meant to be, kind of like soul mates for jobs. Mushy, I know. But that's me. This year, I am soaking in all that I can in terms of information, connections and skills so that when I do start looking for that job, I know precisely what is going to help me thrive.

By the way, I got that mentorship! Starting this November, I will be assisting a low income high school student in the Kensington area of Philadelphia with their college application process! I will keep you updated!

Friday, October 7, 2011

Week of Papers

I think that I had an assignment due in 4 of 5 classes this week and that a lot of others in the cohort had the same. Everyone, including me, looked wiped out! The good in all this is that we learned a lot this week and that I think it is fair to say we are officially back in the swing of this school thing. In addition to school work and my assistantship, I have been looking into college access volunteer opportunities.

Last week, the perfect opportunity came to me via the Higher Education Program listserv! An organization in Philadelphia called "one little DID" is looking for mentors to walk young Philadelphians through their college application process. I like that one little DID uses a one-on-one model and that they orient mentorship around the college application process. They also don't just help high achieving students, they help anyone who wants to go to college. I am very excited about the possibility of volunteering with one little DID. Later today, I will find out if i got the position. Wish me luck!

A bunch of people in the cohort are going to the NASPA regional conferences today, some to the one in Baltimore and others to the one at PACE in NYC. I was interested in going, but decided against it because it is still pretty early in the year and we had a ton of work to do for classes this week. As the year progresses, I will probably be more inclined to go off and network. First, I had better learn how to do it!

Recently, I have had some really valuable conversations with people in the cohort. One student in the program here is a full time admissions representative at John Hopkins and  a part time student. Another student came to Penn GSE from having been a high school college counselor. Their experiences are helping inform my approach to college admissions. I am learning so much from them.

This week, Matt Hartley's class was about boards of trustees. We learned about the intricacies of board responsibilities and about some of the basic differences between public and private boards. It is impressive how Matt can take things that sound so boring and really bring them to life.  I never thought I would be interested in academic governance, but he has showed how vital an understanding of governance is to any academic administrator.

Friday, September 30, 2011

GSE Web Chat

Hey Everybody!

I wanted to let you know that we are chatting this Tuesday, October 4th from 8-9 pm (EST). Web Chats are a great way to talk to current students about their experiences here at Penn GSE, especially if you are unable to visit campus. RSVP here for our first Web Chat of the year!

Friday, September 23, 2011

Full Disclosure

As part of  Shaun Harper's class, Contemporary Issues in Higher Education, we have been asked to write an introduction to ourselves through the answers to questions about our college preparedness, college experience, the experience of our peers and the reasons for our success. We are also supposed to relate these things to a film we watched in class, Declining By Degrees. Anyway, I started writing mine, and a couple pages in I felt that I should be sharing this information with you minus the relate it to the film part. So, before I change it to include film analysis, I wanted to share with you this deeply personal account of my high school and college experience.

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My high school, Mt. Diablo High in Concord, California, was what the district referred to as an “under-performing high school”.  About 65% of students graduated in four years and almost nobody went to college. But, when I was there, the school was adding “California Partnership Academies,” schools within the school that helped gave students more attention, a cohort based unit of students, and vocational training. I joined the Digital Safari Academy (DSA).  Instead of having traditional classes and homework, we worked on computers all day. Our assignments were long-term, large-scale group projects evaluated by a committee from our community. Students were recognized not only for their skill in writing or speaking, but for their creativity, design and work ethic. We also had poker nights and went on several four day camping trips, which helped create a very purposeful tight knit community. Going this non-traditional route through high school probably had a very positive effect on my overall preparedness for college because it forced me to think in new ways about what “getting an education” entails.
            When it came time to apply for college, I was pleased and yet terrified all at the same time. One side of me knew that I was ready; I had done very well in high school through the DSA and through cross country and track. The other side wondered if I would be less desirable because I went to an “under-performing” school. And, there was one other thing. I had absolutely no money to my name. My parents, both highly educated individuals, had severe money issues and it was becoming clear that I was going to be on my own financially. For that reason, I applied mostly to schools in California. Though I was admitted everywhere, only one school provided me with enough financial support for it to even be a possibility. That school was the University of California, Santa Cruz. Above and beyond the financial support, Santa Cruz convinced me that I would have access to college professors, and they had a “residential college system” of living and learning communities that reminded me of the DSA. So, even though I was wary of how I could ever afford to go to college, I went!
The transition from high school to college was difficult. The first day I arrived at the dorms, it was awkward to be with my parents. I felt let down because they wanted to be a part of move in, but would not be helping me after I moved in. After they left, I started to think about my first bill; it was 3,000 dollars! I had worked in the Summer at a store and saved up the money, but I couldn’t help but let my mind wander toward the second bill. How was I going to get the money to pay for this?  I cried that day, and it still pains me to remember how stressful it was. I felt lost, out of place. Then, I snapped out of it, got a job and worked thirty two hours a week to pay for my dorm and food.  It was rough. Though everyone on my floor in the residential hall was friendly, they always told me that they never saw me around. I was the only one on a floor of about forty who worked that many hours.
The learning excited me. My courses were so stimulating and enjoyable; and, in some ways were a welcome distraction from my financial woes. Even with almost full-time working hours, I enjoyed doing my homework assignments between classes and late at night. It taught me discipline and made me very good at managing my time. When I did have time, study groups with friends were really nice. After working my job for a while, I was making more than enough money to pay my monthly school bill. There was still a time crunch, but I was doing very well in courses and making a lot of new friends.
The second year in college, I had to cut back on working hours and wanted to do something on campus so that I would not have to spend so much time on the bus. I quit waiting tables, moved into a less expensive dorm and then took teaching assistant jobs on campus.  Through those positions, I landed a job at the Office of Admissions and at the Educational Opportunity Program (EOP, a retention program for low income, first generation, students from under-performing high schools or students from otherwise under-represented groups). In EOP, I found a rich community of people within the university who had grown up the way I did, and who I felt were more like me than the university community at a large. It was a blessing to be able to spend time with people who knew where I was coming from and to hear about other people for whom college was not taken for granted. At the Admissions Office, I found a passion: higher education. I often facilitated field trips for student who had never set foot on a college campus before or who had never seen the ocean. I was the first point of contact for them at my university; I was someone who could tell them, “college is possible. It is hard, but it is possible.” That was also a blessing.
During the end of the second and beginning of my third year in college, I became intensely intellectual. I made wonderful connections with my economics and history professors. In the history major, I took on a senior thesis because I wanted to do original research. I wanted to find a way to combine my interests in history, economics and education and had noticed that James D. Anderson’s The Education of Blacks in the South, 1860-1935 did not go in depth when it came to the Deep South. I ended up writing about how enslaved African Americans in Mississippi found ways to acquire literacy and ultimately used their secret networks of literacy to help establish the public education system in Mississippi. It was one of the most rewarding experiences of my life, and I ended receiving a lot of recognition for my work. There is no way that three years before having written this thesis I could have imagined myself writing it, completing college or studying for a master of education degree at the University of Pennsylvania. It is unbelievable. I am grateful that my college experience started the way it did and that it allowed me to grow so tremendously because it reaffirmed my belief that a college education is never to be taken for granted.
There was one other student at Santa Cruz from my high school graduating class and the DSA, Robert*. Having one other person there from my hometown and high school was nice, but we did not go out of our way to see one another and the campus was large. Robert had told me at some point that he was having trouble staying awake in his large math classes. I was not worried about Robert. I knew that we had made it there and we would be ok. Then, I stopped seeing Robert around. Santa Cruz is a 2000 acre campus with 17,000 students, so I did not question the fact that I had not seen him. Near the end of our second year, I realized he was not telling me something. He had been kicked out of the school for poor academic performance, but had still been living near campus and not telling people that he was kicked out. When he told me, I was shocked! I felt so terrible for him. How had someone who had come from Mt. Diablo just like me have made it that far just to get kicked out? It hurt a lot.
At the time, it was hard to say what differentiated Robert’s experience from my own.  Now, I think it is clear. Robert did not make campus connections. He had not found EOP or a passion at Santa Cruz. He found large classes that put him to sleep. I only found those connections through necessity and probably only enjoyed my large classes as much as I did because they were a welcome distraction. Robert and I were not very different at all. We were actually very similar. What happened to Robert could have just as easily happened to me. Sometimes, I question how much responsibility a learning institution has to retain versus how much responsibility the student has to be determined, but I know it could not have been a lack of motivation alone; I knew a lot of unmotivated students who coasted by. At a large, public university, at any university for that matter, there are people who are unmotivated who make it through. Robert’s experience resonated with me when we watched Declining by Degrees because the film also grapples with this question of institutional versus individual responsibility.

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On graduation day, I was more excited and full of joy than I had ever been before. I graduated summa cum laude from the University of California, Santa Cruz but that meant nothing to me. What meant everything to me was that I was graduating at all. I have six brothers, all of whom have struggled with educational pursuits, and they were all there to see me. They were so proud. I was the first of us to graduate from college; I was there on the stage communicating to them that it is possible. My brothers were so proud. I could see in their faces that this meant a lot to them. Here I was, graduating college. I will never forget that day. After the commencement ceremony, we played basketball in my backyard for the rest of the day. I wore my hat and dress the whole time!
Oh, and there is something you should know about Robert: he didn’t give up either. Robert enrolled in the local community college, earned credits, wrote a letter to the university and was re-admitted for the Fall 2011 term with his financial aid fully reinstated. He will graduate next June.


*name changed

Friday, September 16, 2011

Work Life Balance & Umbrella(s)?


“People on the East Coast own multiple umbrellas. What is with this phenomenon?" - me. 

Lindsey, my fellow GA, is originally from Colorado, but she lived in Boston for 7 years before coming here, so she already knows. She has a small umbrella that she carries in her bag every day and at least one other more substantial one that she brings for heavier rain  (I don't think I have seen that one yet). Some East Coast people probably have different ones for different outfits. I have never heard of this owning multiple umbrellas thing, but I may just have to get with it. I only have one umbrella. It is big and I bought it right here at the book store. Apparently there are different kinds of umbrellas for different levels of rain. Who knew?
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Anyone that knows me knows that I have a minor work-life balance problem. Long after the clock strikes 5, I can be seen scrolling through and responding to work emails. While I am aware that if you don't draw a line between work and home you can end up working literally all the time, I also want to be reliable and prompt. But, I have to step back and remember that there is life outside of work. This year, I have committed to making the work-life balance a major priority. If you think about it, being able to let work go at the end of the day is an important step in professional development. As Lindsey said at the end of a long day here, "no one ever died in admissions." It's true. So, I am working on trying to remember that as I go through this year.
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I have to say this: There are A LOT of assigned readings for my courses. It is difficult to find the time to do all the reading. This weekend, I will not be doing anything but reading and doing a couple of written assignments for next week's classes. I need to get organized about this. My work and school day runs roughly from 9-5 every day except Thursday. I could read after school and work and take the weekends off or relax after school and work all weekend. It is hard to decide. At my undergraduate instituition, I took classes and worked about 27 hours a week, but found a rythm that worked for me. That is what I need now. I underestimated how difficult it would be to find a rhythm, but I know I will soon.
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When I write these blog entries, I cannot help but think about Carrie Bradshaw. I must disclose that this is in part due to the fact that I have been watching Sex and the City every night for a couple months; I downloaded the whole series and am almost done with Season 6 now.
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I have to reiterate how wonderful Matt Hartley's class on Academic Governance is! Before the course met, I was probably the least excited about this course. It was the one where I thought to myself, " I don't know that it will be interesting, but I probably need to understand the stuff." Well, rest assured. Matt is one of the most engaging people I have ever met in my life. he teaches using case studies that make all of the students think about what it would be like to actually be in the governance dilemma we are learning about. If you get a chance to take a course with Matt Hartley, do it.
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Planning. Planning. Planning. The On campus Information Session is coming up, and so are a lot of campus visits. Lindsey and I are working hard to make sure that all prospective students get the chance to learn a lot about Penn GSE. It is going to be such a fantastic year meeting with all of you!

Friday, September 9, 2011

A Smooth Start

Everything I have anticipated since April, no January, is here! I have started courses and my assistantship at GSE Admissions & Financial Aid. Here are some notable first impressions:

Faculty and Academic Governance with Matt Hartley. Matt taught our first class through a case study and engaged everyone in the discussion. He was able to encourage everyone to participate and found value in every comment that a student made. I'm excited for the multi-room role play he has planed for us toward the end of the semester!

Professional Development with Pamela Felder. As someone who is very young, I value having the chance to focus specifically on my professional development. This course connects my assistantship to my readings, other coursework and most importantly to my future! What I really like about Pamela so far is her openness and her comprehensive approach to professional development. We have only had the course once, but I can already tell that it will be immensely important for advancing my career.

The Food Downstairs. My assistantship is in the GSE building where all my classes are, but that is not the end of how convenient life is for me right now! There is also a little cafe area and lounge on the first floor with good coffee and inexpensive snacks. This could be dangerous! there's also a lot of good food around Philly. my favorite so far has been at Sidecar Bar & Grill near my house because they have an incredible and reasonably priced burger, the kind that comes with good fries!

The Cohort. In our cohort of about 50 students, we have people from all over the country and beyond. We have people interested in everything from college sports, civic engagement, race in college to admissions. There are people right out of their undergraduate degrees (like me!), and there are people with ranging years of experience. In less than a week of knowing these people, I am already certain that they will teach me so much. Also, we have lots and lots of happy hours, which are a great way to exchange information and have fun with the cohort.

The Assistantship. Because admissions is the area I would like to go into after my time here at GSE, I am incredibly grateful to be working my assistantshipright here in GSE Admissions & Financial Aid. Lindsey and I, under the direction of Alyssa D'Alconzo, are working hard to coordinate information sessions, campus visits and more. It is early yet, so most of our work is in the formative stage, but it is going to be crazy soon as everyone starts applying and visiting campus. I am excited and look forward to meeting potential students. Lindsey, my fellow Graduate Assistant here, is great! We understand one another's obsession with getting the perfect planner, excellent pens for the office and generally just succeeding at everything we do. She has a blog too, so check it out! Good times!

The South Street Bridge.  One of the first things I do in the morning, on the short walk to school/work, is look over my shoulder at the beautiful Philadelphia skyline. I have always had a very strong sense of place, an inclination to be affected by the space that I am in, and I can't imagine a more perfect city to be in right now. And, when I walk home at the end of a long day, that skyline is right in front of me. It has not been long, and yet I already know that crossing the South Street bridge is going to be one of my favorite ways to start and end the day. It is beautiful and refreshing all at once.